||[13 Dec 2000|01:06pm]
I'm feeling very 'blah' and a bit sad today. I don't exactly know why...it's probably a combination of things right now that I'm trying to ignore.
I still have no freelance work coming in.
There may be one job which will get me an advance that would be the only way I could buy any christmas gifts and pay bills...
I am angry about the election crap and am counting the days until GW really screws something up.
I feel less than healthy.
I have no desire anymore to do anything constructive.
I feel abandoned by my friends.
I want to get out and do something fun, but I can't even think of anything I can afford.
I haven't been attentive enough to Michael.
It's already 1.15 and I have wasted half the day already.